I needed to cry and you werent there,
I needed to hold you,
I wished for you to just be with me,
But you werent.
I write this not in anger at you,
Not in hate for you,
I could never hate you,
Or become angry at you.
I felt so alone,
Tears rolling and my heart jumping,
Have I dont something wrong?
Or is it simply just me?
Tears taking physical form,
Images in my head,
Alone without you,
Bleeding wrists tell my tale.
A cut here and a cut there,
Blood rivulets on my arm,
Dried trails fall off my arm,
Pale life lies before my eyes.
Gone, everything I had, just gone,
A life without you,
Is like eternity without a soul,
Id gladly die without you.