For the first time I feel free,
The first time in what feels like forever,
IT feels dead or dormant,
Ive never felt like this before,
I can actually say: I feel happy,
I cant really explain it,
Its just there, happiness,
My life seems different somehow,
Complete and fulfilled,
Like I have a reason to live,
Reason to be on this planet,
Maybe IT died,
Maybe I killed IT,
Whatever happens,
I know I felt true happiness.