i just feel so weak,
i feel totally useless,
if i was strong,
i wouldnt want the blade,
i wouldnt need to release 'IT' ,
let 'IT' roam me,
completely take control,
but i dont know when its enough,
i dont think i could control 'IT' ,
why do i want to bleed when i hurt?
why do i have to hurt?
if only i couldnt feel pain,
my life would be easier,
i need to let it all go,
i cant cut it out,
not any more,
i just feel like i have to,
it feels too strong for tears,
it feels like it needs my knife,
but you wont let me,
it hurts,
I HURT!
i know you care and love me,
thats whats stoipping me,
but only just,
because i care and love you!
i dont want to hurt you,
but im sorry if i do or have!
please never forget: I LOVE YOU!!!1