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My heart inside is constantly hurting,

No word and I'm wondering if you're ok,

Being away from you always,

The pain grows each time.



Bleeding deep down inside over you,

Hating all the time we spend separated,

The longer we're apart the deeper the hurt goes,

I want to be loved not hurt!



Feelings for you grow deeper as each day passes,

But also does the pain I feel inside,

Your picture brings tears to my eyes,

I convulse in tears over happy memories.



A strong exterior, but a fragile interior,

A heart that bleeds, not from losing,

But from not having what it needs,

The company of the one it desires and loves.



I want to be strong like you, not show the pain,

The way I feel inside kills me slowly,

My insanity doesn’t help my feelings,

Paranoid over something all the time.



I need to be strong on the inside,

But it doesn’t matter, I’m too fragile,

I need to stand up to myself inside,

Make-up stains my face along with tears.



Screaming pain inside of my head and heart,

Each day it grows that much more,

Stronger and deeper and so much more powerful,

I’m saying nothing, but it’s screaming in me.



By myself I want to slash open my wrists,

Feeling like this kills me, because I can’t do it,

Can’t bear to hurt you like that, it’s unfair,

I never wanted to hurt you,

I’m sorry for all the times I did!