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It's easier to run,

Bottle it away and run,

Pretending it's not there,

The pain, pushed aside,

Run away, put it behind me,

Forget it's there, suppressed inside.



All I ever do is run,

I don't want to, really,

Cutting so deep it scars, I ran,

Each cut, a mile run,

Each scar, five miles run,

Don't ignore me, I'm crying for help!



Turning my back on you, I'm sorry,

Didn't mean to disrespect you,

I didn't mean any harm, I swear,

I stabbed you in the back, distrusted you,

Change, I want it, you do too,

Committment, every week, month, year, day.



Given up a part of me for this,

Oh Gods how I wish I hadn't,

i'm crying, crying, tears drop,

The life I knew gone, this is me now,

Memories bleed, like open wounds,

I don't want to lose this fight.



I want to break the habbit,

HELP!

The battles inside, i'm going to lose,

How did this happen to me?

I'm so confused, am I at fault?

I want to know how I got this way.



It must be done, I have no options left,

Running away again, running from myself,

I don't know who to trust, if I can,

Everyone seems so distant, no suprise,

Wish I could throw it all away,

Not able to trust myself, HELP, before it's too late...