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Depression I got an urge,
Strong, hurting,
It's completely different from drugs,
More an aching and yearning to do it.
Demon in my head saying it's right,
Heart saying it' wrong,
Caught in the middle, I have to decide which,
Do I follow my head or my heart?
Pain of it consuming me until' I do it,
Pain never stopping until' it's done,
Smelling it, I know it was wrong,
I just can’t help it.
Misery, denial, depression, psychological problems,
Turning against me,
I can't help myself sometimes,
Is it too much for a little attention?
Heart breaking, tears falling, craving,
Pain, sadness, ripping my heart,
Torn to pieces by something so small,
Deadly, upsetting, sometimes fatal.
Knowing I'm hurting someone,
Knowing I'm hurting myself,
Friends, aquatances, lover,
Devastated at my lacerations.
Family crying crocodile tears,
Never really caring about me,
Hated me, still do,
Thankful I'm finally gone.
Never wishing I was born,
Accident, unloved, discarded,
Only loved by a few,
Liked by the rest!
