ONE OF LOVES DEPRESSIONS

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Depression

Deep down inside im bleeding,

It's so hard to let my feelings out,

No one understands me, it's so hard,

I just wanna rip open my wrists,

Let the blood flow out, and I shall die,

You don't care about me, no-one does,

You have no idea how much it hurts,

What it's like, how the pain feels,

My soul burning and no-one caring,

My heart bleeding and no-one seeing it,

Why does it choose me?

Why can't I feel love in my life?

Fading away from your memory,

Never returning because you have forgotten me,

The pain inside growing and growing,

It aches, it burns and it scars,

On my skin, the cuts now healed scars,

In my heart, bleeding forever,

Swearing an Oath and breaking it,

Pain flowing through my veins,

Never dying, always there,

Crying on my bed at night,

Remnembering the heartache I felt,

Tears falling untill my eyes are swollen and bloodshot,

And my cheeks burn with the saltiness,

Wishing I was dead for ever,

Knowing I never will be, only punished,

Tears falling on the page as I write,

My heart bleeding and longing for love,

Being told you're loved, when you're not,

Hearing all the lies they say to you,

Your heart never stops bleeding,

The tears never stop falling,

Pain always growing deeper,

Feeling it burn in your chest,

Seeing your heart shattered,

Your heart going into oblivion,

A void where it was in your chest,

A gaping black hole of nothing,

Your soul escaping,

And your body lifeless,

If only I could feel no emotions,

But it's one of lifes curses,

One of loves Depressions.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Dedicated to Drifter, because he HAS a soft side n also loves this poem loads :D

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