Perpetually hating you,
Killing myself over and over,
Dying internally but never externally,
Giving up on life too easilly.
Constantly hating who I am,
Forever hating my family,
Eternally loving my friends,
Perpetually torturing my enemies.
Forever in the chasms of Hell,
Soul burning repeatedly,
Constantly crying tears of pain,
My soul never laid to rest.
Never feeling love, always hate,
Always cutting my arms and wrists,
Hating every second im alive,
Welcoming my death.