It aches,
It breaks,
It takes my breath away,
It claws at my heart,
The cold closes in,
My feelings are numb,
The tears have run dry,
My heart is in pieces,
I am so confused,
I dont know what hurts more,
Why do I fight?
I finally give in,
Ripping through flesh,
Cutting away the pain,
Feeling the warmth flowing,
The adrenaline rush,
My heart slow,
Tasting it now,
Familiar metallic memories,
Tiptoing down that fine line,
The light has faded into grey.
Looking back and forth,
Energy lessening,
All the time wondering,
Forever scared of hurting you.
This hurts more than anything has in a long time.