I lay here with this gun to my head
Wondering if this is what I want to do
But as those words cross my mind I pull the trigger
As my head sinks into the puddle of blood that is now my pillow,
I wonder if I have finally done it,
but as i process the thought that has entered my head
I open my eyes only to see the bullet in the puddle of blood
on my bed
once again
I am rejected by death.
hmmm... very...for lack of a better phrase.. emo...