I was a lost toy,
feelings were morbid,
too many of me,
There was no way to sort it,
looking for something,
knowing theres nothing,
I finally gave up,
Up into Satan.
In his control, Satan had used me,
I later realized he only abused me,
It wasn't my fault my best friend had died,
He made me think that, he made me lie,
I stole, I killed,
Took the mark of the Devil.
I went to Hell, at least down a level,
The demons don't leave you,
I figured that out,
You could not run,
It was a living Hell.
When I prayed I cried, I wanted to die,
But I wasn't allowed to take my own life,
Whats the cage your giving me now?
I'll take it all back, I only want out.
Never alone, can't escape Hell,
Demons around, fire prevailes,
Bones are smashing, blood covered your feet,
You could nto ignore it,
Especailly the heat, Heads like a ton,
And brains bout to fry,
Im sorry I failed,
I give up,
I die.
ouch now
that is
real pain
Dear Crystal,
This poem is so sad! :( Oh I hope that God answers your prayers. You are a very talented writer!
Love ya,
Janet