I really want to write a novel,
but it is a big time investment,
and by working how I am now,
at that redundant resturaunt,
it would take too long to finish.
The creative mind gets murky.
We can't get trapped on a path
of following perilous pursuits.
I bet that soon I will be begging
for acceptance as to whatever
it may be that I wish for myself.
Merely a mediocre man I am.
response
If you are mediocre then maybe all of us
be. There is nothing mediocre about you..
but in the fall some leaves are mediochre
I've read enough of your
I've read enough of your poems (and prose) to know that mediocrity is not your style. I understand how daunting a novel is because of the commitment in time and head space, but you're still young and massively talented and situations change, so I'm pretty sure there are books inside you clamoring to get out. Occasional murkiness and risk is part of the deal. Don't give up!
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There is no giving up
in the world of writing;
only getting better
or going absolutely mad.
I am always feeling
my way thru thoughts;
I try to delete things
and argue I should not.
bananas are the perfect food
for prostitutes