Misery Routine

 

Waking up is pretty dreadful

as is the entire day of pacing

around the dead white ghosts,

unsure of how to busy myself,

home alone with a cellphone.

The routine is always the same:

clothe myself, make my bed,

splash my face with cold water,

chug a bottle of water, then

take my pills, brew some coffee,

smoke a cigarette, and brood

through and through my moods.

Also, if I'm lucky, a little poem

comes to spark my lame brain.

We wake up to hungry seraphim

but know that the rest of the day

is spent in sequenced fasting

and painting a painful prayer of

meek meditation on every wall.

The mundane meanders mad.

 

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S74RW4RD's picture

You have verbally

You have verbally demonstrated the spiritual aspect of bleakness.  The power of the words that you have combined to create this poem brings forth the bleakness as more than just a metaphysical abstraction, as a reality that too many people have to bear.  While I am sorry that you have had to experience this, I applaud your poetic ability to convert it into a very moving poem, and I admire your courage in doing so.


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humanfruit's picture

You never fail a lush language

I applaud your introspective mastery.

Though I am beginning to fear it is mere flattery.

Why should I deserve such perpetual praises?


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