No show

My own pain I do not show, like a iceberg you only see the tip.

It dose not matter what the pain is, you only see what I show.

You know I'm in pain you see it my eyes, but when you ask me what is wrong, I smile and say I'm ok.

I will try not show it.

I am in my own prison, I am my own warden.

No yard time for me, and no one can see me.

am in it for life, no way to get out. 

My body feels old even thow I'm so young.

What will it be like when I'm old and gray, being in the shell for so long.

Will I go mad for being sad for all this year's.

Please make it stop, please kill my nerves, let my feel peaceful, let me feel calm.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Your deepest pain you will never show. But you will write it.

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Hormonal Shock

I used to think only women felt it, but men do too - take a deep breath, it gets better later -slc-