As I sit here in wonder of the magnificant past
I wonder of the times when I could have stayed
Why did I faulter and decide to move on
when I could have stayed and lived on forever
Why for did I die a death inorder to live again
As I look in your picture and stare into your eyes
I wonder if maybe you want me to fight on
Why did you allow me to leave and stop fighting back
When did our love become so unaware of the daily routine
Why Do I still wonder of the times gone by
As I read your life story and remember the Love we had
I wonder if maybe you still read mines
Why did you stop talking to the one that you loved
When did I become just another faded memory
Why are you over there not picking up the phone
As I wait by the phone hoping you might call
I wonder if you are doing the same somewhere in the night
Why did we simply move on after so many years of love
When did I become so unbareable that my love became hate
Why are you reading this? and not... calling me