Living where I live it sometimes seems to me it never ends
we go around this wheel over and over with no concern
"History repeats itself" that's certainly true where I live
I sometimes reminisce about my childhood days
we often look back to see our past mistakes
to some way be able to fix all the wrong things in life
I once held my best friend on north 13th st. as he bleed
He thought he was a big shot and could run this place
But in the end he just layed there begging for forgiveness
I remember as a young Man seeing my Dad taken away
He wasn't a good Husband so he had to pay for the wrong
I don't think I cried for him, I remember thinking why
Later on I saw my brothers arrested for alot of things
but I never worried much because they were my brothers
and I somehow knew they would turn out ok by the grace of God
My best friend Cory once decided to hit a cop
That wasn't a good idea, seeing as he lost his legs
Back then we didn't have video Cameras... just our eyes
One Thursday morning, when I woke up to go to school
I heard alot of noise and my brother was on the floor
handcuffed, that day at school was like a bad dream
Many different moments across my life I wondered
Is my brother going to die in the hospital or prison
Well he be ok to go back one more time
Somewhere along the line, it didn't effect as much
When my friends would leave this earth I somehow knew
It will be ok, because I'm still here and I guess
that's all I can really count on in the place where I live
Everywhere around me, People lose their life
to prison, to kids, to a bullet, it's all the same to me
Whatever happened to the better days o well I think
I remember watching tv and seeing all the foreign deaths
Never once did I see my friends name in the paper
Does anyone know this place exists... or do they just not care
Like I said I sometimes reminisce about my childhood days
but not to correct past mistakes or help the future
To remember that all though my friends left I am still here
I love you Cory, Jennifer, Shawn, Tiny Timmy...
the list goes on, You all will forever be in my hearts
Much Love to my childhood, From now until Forever