As the years stack up
I find the honesty flowing
Like venom from my lips
No longer afraid to say
when this shit just ain't okay
But being honest with myself
that is a feat of it's own
a challenge to only face
when left all alone
what the fuck am I doing
where the hell was I going
just words that I am spewing
trying to even the fucking score
I'm tired
I'm lost
and my mind is fractured
between reality
and this bullshit imagination
why do I care anymore?
Just one more complaint
just another lost word on the page
nothing is going to change
so I swallow my rage
this life is a dwindling resource
and I am just pissing it away
but I would rather live in my head
just imagine the shit away
Back Burners
I shift the dumb shit there and let it simmer for years. Then, like weeding the gardens, flowers can bloom. It works most of the time :D