Our phone conversations never seem to end. You talk, and talk, and talk some more and then we reach a bend in the road where the outside world forces us to make a decision.
You tell me that I shouldn't make provisions in my love but I already have revisions written specifically for you to accomodate the things that you say and do on a monthly basis. The place our relationship is in sits in a stasis; a continuous flow of friendship painted with sexual overtones.
Neither you nor I want to be alone but since we think we're not ready for each other we choose to burden another with our unresolved issues. When I don't hear from you I miss you and I know you miss me too. So, I attempt to keep my phone charged up so that you can get through. I know you'll call or I will and then we'll attempt once again to swallow that "jagged little pill" of objectivity together again not really pretending to be friends because we are but, I can feel it from far away when you say my name. I don't know what forces us to act like we're the same as other lovers when they start under the covers. We started deep in those vacant corridors of each other's minds.
Most mystical types would consider that a sign of true compatibility but, oh no! Not u and me. Our philosophy denies that it could be this easy. Me exist for you and you exist for me? Astrological synastry? Estoy alcanzando, muy prufondo adentro prufundo en mi? Naw, couldn't be. So, since we're incomplete or not ready, could it be that I complete you and/or you complete me?