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Tonight, for the first time, I'm gonna use a "Ouija board" to tell me how to find you because...



Back in the 90's I never let on that you were the sun in my universe and when you were gone it got soooo cold that I couldn't move on.  It's weird when someone can come along and make you feel like you've got the strongest bond so very sure of yourself that you don't think you need anyone else.  I was my own planet.  You was Janet and I was El Debarge well, sort of, because I know I never fell short of making you happy so why are you so far away?  It's like trying to play cards from across a room with a fan in the center.



The very thought that someone else has entered your life and stolen your heart tears me apart.  My geographic epicenter freezin' me over with the "endless winter."  It's so cold here alone that I don't wanna believe so I decieve myself and my delusions help me cope, temporarily.



I realize now that I need you.  I realize now that when I'm cut, I bleed you.  The gravity of this situation has reached epic proportions.  Your absense has left me going into contortions.  My satellites spin out of control my soul seems detached from the cosmos.  The ghost of love past seems to have put me last in the line for reciprocation.  My application reads like a dedication to the realization that you ground me.  You are my strength and my weakness.  Do you think that I would seek this out of selfish gratification?  I ain't on vacation!  My final destination seems plotted for destruction unless I can re-assemble our love for construction.  Our destiny's linked by karma blessed by Buddha sista I wanna be true to myself and what we created.  My pride is now somewhat deflated and I have understood how it is related to when I first lost you.  I need you back...my hands move to the letter "Y."