to live is to suffer
and even vengeance is a sin
hustling to survive the week
looking forward to alcoholic weekends
it's life or death in the ghetto
gun smoke clogging up my window
automatics ring out
live bodies hitting the floor
i can't take this shit no more!
it seems my color is a threat
my ghetto eyes can't cry,
but tears fill the wells of them
forgive, but i can't forget
all the shit that has come my way
madness intruding my head
i'd be better off dead
than to suffer another day...
in this hell-hole pit
it's got me sick
niggas don't even know they're the enemy
resistance of unity in my community it seems...
the ghetto is cursed...
sinning is an occasion
so we drank and blaze
hitching rides in a hearse
while in the flames of struggle we lay
another day, another dollar
still ain't enough to feed us
dirt on our blue collars
while they're jobs are white collars...
on our hands and knees awaiting the white man to free us...
believe us when we say times are hard
and revealing my color is suicide
knowledge leaks from my mental wounds like blood,
intermixing with mud
now the center of the earth is where it resides
red skies and black suns -
it's hard to believe there is a Heaven after all that
since i was born i've been cursed
now i'm sworn into a dungeon they call earth -
it's hard to believe there's a Hell after all that
knowing what it means to be Black
is knowing the pleasures of pain,
high heads when hope is dead,
staying dry in the rain
please Lord, forgive me
but sin is temptation
it's so easy doing wrong, though right is my destination
contemplating suicide,
but then you shine your light on my face
our conversations has been brief,
but at least i get the message
i take deep breaths of pressure
'cause the air is polluted
i've witnessed niggas saluting demons and scheming on you
we're living in the last days
can't they see?
and all the judgments on others' lives need to cease
increase the peace my Black family
'cause unity is earned
how long will we continue to live this life without Christ, and keep getting burned?
Tha Prodigal One...