What Is The Matter With Him?

What is the matter with him? doesn't he know, that all of the mean stupid things he have done to me has hurt and wonded me so??? It is putting me into poor health, and I do not know too much what to do with myself... I have shed my very last tear. They are all dried up now that I have had the time to give it some thought.



What is the matter with him? I gave him my heart and all the help I had to give, even my body and soul, but how did his love grow this fast so cold??? I gave him the largest portion of my time. I would have given him my very last dime. What is the matter with him? How can he do this to me? To shut me out, cut off all communication? We have no conversation at all, he has put up a wall that I cannot penetrate.



I just knew foolish woman that I was to think that he loved me in return so deeply you see, Now as I sit here, and think what in the world is the matter with he??? What is the matter with him? How could he just stop, and put his love in reverse, how come he did not even think of me first???



What is the matter with him? It seems to be that he just does not care, there is no more love there for me, and I cannot stop thinking for the life of me, why did he married me? Was it all a game for him to win my love and flee? Just to win my heart, and inflict so much pain? What is the matter with him? Could it all have been just for his financial gain? It is all so hopeless, it is can drive a sane woman insane...



Now that we are thousands of miles apart. My heart and soul are crushed, as so many sour grapes into acrid dry wine. What is the matter with him? The bitter dregs of his love are evaporating from my lips leaving my heart so cold as ice for sure.



I wonder why didn't I stay alone as I was six years before??? What is the matter with him?  I will not allow him back into my heart and soul to do his demoralizing hurtful damage anymore. On that part of our marriage, I have choosen to closed that door... What is the matter with him?

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someone so dear to me has suffered this fate. Why does it seem to always happen to the good women???

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Ruth Lovejoy's picture

very powerful piece, hope she finds peace of mind