Grief fills my throat up
missing you hurts my lungs
making it difficult to breath
facts are pounding at my head
posiblities water my cheeks
love fills my heart with hate
and my heart spits out all hope
my head gathers it up
and gets me started in believing
believing in this foggy image
You,me beneath a blanket of stars
i can feel your heart beat
our hearts are synchronized together
i hear you breathing
your breath, so gentle,so soft
whistling in my hair
moving each strand with magic
i see us lying there
together forever
until i come back to fucking reality
realizong that this will never be
i will never hear your heart beat
at the same time as mine
you will never know
how much angst and pain i have inside
but the hardest thing to acccept
is that you'll never know
just how much i truly love you