I sit alone
thinking of the not so long ago past
what we were
how we were
and why?
why all of a sudden
i wake up and realize that your gone
not completly though
for there is still that chance
that chance that we could start again
this chance that i pray for every seconde
this time i wouldn't burden you with my problems
this time somehow
knowing what i know
things would be different
If you choose to go out on your own
i will respect that
i will encourage you
my door will always be open
but i can't guarantee that i will be alone
maybe someone will have found me
and we will start what you and i started
but never finished
a part of my heart
will always belong to you
weather we are friends, enemies or more
i will always have a soft spot for you
because you were my first
and i was yours...