Sinking in the sharp blade
Right into my veins
Looking at the blood gush out
Feeling all the pain
I dont know what to feel
Except for all this fear
I have to stop this grief
Before I disappear
There's no one to stop me
From cutting myself diliberatly
Today I feel ashamed
Also very panicked
And utterly insane
Why would someone want to create themselves pain?
I dont know
All I know is that I do
And I want it to stop