Compared to all the bad moments in my life
this has to be the worst
I tried to keep all my feelings inside
until I had to burst.
My hands, they lost control,
I completly lost my mind
Taking the pills all at once
not knowing what the concequences were.
Now here I am in the hospital,
my memories a blur.
Afraid of what is happening,
ashamed of my identity.
Trapped inside a big old building
with nothing else to do.
Exept to wait ,
wait for someone to diagnose me,
not crazy,but....INSANE.