Smile now cry later
what a joke of a saying
Cry now die later
Is where I'm relating
With hopless thoughts
and shameful deeds
I'm more than sure
I will not succeed
with corrupt things
that engage in my head
leaving me tired and depressed
this is what my brain is fed:
No love
No hope
No dream to come true
No smile
No life
Just death for you!
I have this perfect life of misery
so strong and tough, I'll never be
So why do I stay in this world of mess
Making me so tired I need to rest
Putting myself in rest so deep
wanting myself in Restful sleep
wanting to face from all this grief
my suicide is a successful relief.