I don't want to die, but I don't want to live,
My existence is a purgatory,
a prolonging of the inevitable,
each day is the same,
an attempt to keep my sanity,
but I know that is a lie
because life is insane,
and I try to make sense out of it,
but none of it makes any sense,
maybe that's the truth in it,
that it has none, that it is insane
just like I am,
We Choose
to participate in the insanity around us. It is everywhere. The road not taken equals choosing the least insane option. Sometimes no choice at all is possible, required, necessary; but it is never boring. Too many options to imagine and act out. :D