* Cursed *

:*(    I am cursed to walk this earth alone         :*(



             black cats constantly follow me



            around the town twenty four seven



            and they are  my common companions



    cursed to never ever be blessed with love     and    :*(





mistreated because I am Something from  a piece of nothing



:*(                                                      :*(

           I am cursed to bite my finger nails

            until they bleed without no relief







nobody ever  sees the tears that consume my soul every day





        





            cursed to tear my stocking up



            turtlenecks  and   pants  that  



          I use it as a total body  cover up



:*(         bruises and scratches are found on           :*(



    

            every  part of my body on purpose    ,





   I am a walking nightmare born  without   a  life       :*(





  no happines in the  hopes of finding someone to treat



    me right or dreams of , some one to hold me  tight in



   all of those dark and lonely night s for I am destined





  to cry myself  to sleep every midnight all upon my own   .





Written By GT , October 10 ,2005 ,* Cursed To Be No One   *

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Have you ever felt like
that you wasnt important
not there not    Cared about Have  you   ever felt like that I  have
and Yes it  Hurts  and Suxs we   all     get   Depressed       about Something But it is all
ways good to talk   to Someone about it Please
Dont let it eat   and Devour You Whole   and Stress you out Its not worth it I know  :*(  .
For you will  recover from your Pain   and Misery into the Future
for you must take time to Heal from it let it
out to someone that u can trust then you will
start to feel better :*)

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Beverly Ward's picture

wow, great peice. Kinda sad, but i like them that way. I can only write when I am depressed or really angry. I used to write shit about love but now i just laugh at that. ANyways great peice.

Rue Pythia's picture

I love this poem and I understand it :D

Average Black Girl's picture

Wow. This was really deep, a painful write. That's why I love poetry - it's a release, mental and almost physical.

Rain's picture

Aye!I love this one...Can identify with it on all leavls...Good job on it major "kudos" ..haha do forgive that I seem to be in love with that word.