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* Coping With 3 Losses *
:*( When i needed my freinds to be :*(
there for me , they suddenly
disappeared from my real exsistence
I felt like i was abandoned & lefted for dead on the desert
& contagious with a deadly diease that no doctor could cure
I cried my eyes out all night long
until dehydration and diarrhea
occured leaving my body lifeless
no body came to wipe away all the tears that i cried
I could not stop the tears from falling down
from a family tragedy that lefted me
miserable and depressed not wanting to move
on with my life
it was so hard for me to cope with 3 losses all at once
with me trying to keep my head right above the shallow waters
I stayed hidden and invisible from the people of the
world, because i feel as though that i needed so time alone .
* Written By GT , June 7, 2005 11:00 PM *
this event really happened to me , it is so hard to
cope with three losses of your family all at once but
it will take so time to heal from it emotionally :*( . How
would you recover from a family tragedy if u where in my
their
shoes with 3 dead cousins that were took way before time :*( .
i will add you to my prayers....i know the pain of losing 2 at once....this piece hit home for me on so many levels it's frightening....it has been 13 months, 15 days,15 hours, 17 minutes since i last had my oldest and youngest child...this abandoning that you describe so perfectly has me wiping away tears...it's right on... i have tried calling a prayerline in the mornings(contact me for the #)...i walk a bit...write alot... post a little...i wrote a few pieces Flashback & how i feel(the Nothing i Know), and free advice(main page) on how i am coping and where i am...it's painful... but got keeps us through times like this as I am sure you know...I'd like to chat when you get a chance, if you wouldn't mind.....
Purrrty verbiage is a servant
i am sorry for the loss of yours, i know no words can say how bad does it feel... they said, time is capable to heal it all... it could take a looong long time, but at the end, it will get healed though the scar will stay.. i wish u all the best.....
honestly...
M.
a Damaged crazy soul