:*( Bleedin & day dreaming :*(
getting lost into the stream
of everlasting griefing
the meaning of being is
:*( only grow into a wasted season . :*(
Crying & dieing my
wrist bleed cleanse
the flustrated fists
my stress i
tend to appress
dissolving into a
ruin lost & deserted
desired soul to
:*( hate you & dissapear :*(
:*( away from you forever more . :*(
this poem is good. it also describes me in so many ways. i've cut so many times and everything just to calm myself down and get it offa my mind but the last time i cut myself it didn't help. of course that's probably because my best friend told me that if i didn't quit he'd quit being my friend and i lose dylan i'll go crazy i'd die if i lost him. i can't even tell him i did cuz he said he didn't care if i just slipped up on accident and cut. so now i have to lie to him about it and i feel so wrong for doing that.
appressed
oppressed? I like the new word appress better though - a good poem assuredly ~Lady A~
APPRESS
Whenever you call
I sink to a new level
of bad ways to
express your voice'
aimed at me. Express
elsewhere.
.
Appreciating your absence
has become a habit
but when you round my
corner and your eyes glisten
like a devil in heat, I
compress my heartbeats
to one per hour until
you leave.
.
Repression of feelings
is a good thing sometimes.
Apprehension is your
middle, last, and first name
in my lexicon. Appressed.
The world needs this
new word to define how
I feel when you appear.
.
~Lady A~
10-09-13
4:21p
I loved your poem and the tude!
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