"Response to a Mother's Wish"

by Jeph Johnson

 

Mom wrote and told me she really hoped I didn't fall back into a depressed state:  

 

"You have made such huge strides, I just don't want you to slide back down again...it makes all of us feel wonderful when you are happy, you know!!"

 

Mom, I only get depressed when I think.

 

That's why I had such a good time the other day getting drunk...

 

I stopped thinking

 

Of course it was only after I stopped THINKING about what getting drunk meant that I could enjoy being drunk

 

I am attempting to cease thinking about all she means to me in hopes that I can enjoy not being with her

Author's Notes/Comments: 

2001 

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