Hopelessly wishing,
upon a star,
for a wish I know,
will never come true.
All I wish for,
are days like the past,
when we had no worries,
no pain.
Days like today are normal,
drying my eyes,
with my worn tissue.
Tears of hurt and pain,
stream down my face.
I feel dead to the world,
as if I don't exist.
Not knowing who I am,
or what I've become.
Your lover?
Your friend?
Or just someone you can hurt,
without having to care.
I still have feelings for you,
feelings of hate,
from all the pain you have caused.
But there is one little speck of love,
hidden deep within' my heart.
I will always love you,
my only love..
but the pain is just too much to bare.
So when you return,
I will not be here.
Don't look for me,
don't call for me,
just leave me be.
So my tears can dry away,
from all your pain.
~*~ Jill ~*~
You are a great poet, never stop writing :)