Here: Ode to Johnny

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Johnny

My skin turns cold

and my body feels numb

My eyes want to cry

but my legs want to run

Surpising me with your words

Deep down inside it hurt

to hear just what you said

The unthinkable:

    "I believe them"

I thought you were the one

Who truly believed in me

The first one who was'nt scared

To swim alone in my sea

The sea of infinate tears

Tears cried by me

Caused to be cried by people I hate

Like you turned out to be

I allowed you

To see into my world

To witness the crimes

Commited by a girl

A girl who seeked unconditional love

But I guess for you ,that was'nt enough

For me you always had the time

To deeply see unto my mind

But one day changed it all

The one day you let me fall

Without caution or warning

Or time to spare

You left me in an instant

Diminishing any feelings

I once thought were there

So now I guess I've resorted

to swimming alone in my tears

You failed to be who I thought you once were

And left me here

Eternally struggling

         Here.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This poem took a long time to write because the subject hurt me deeply and it was hard to express what I felt.But now I think he knows how I truly feel after he did me wrong

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