It's that time of year
When life should be so perfect
And everything seems so clear.
But right now that's not the case
And we really aren't that close
Since we're not even talking
I have no reason to boast.
I loved it when you could tell me anything
I loved it when you were my best friend
We had so much going for us
But I feel it's coming to an end.
I am really scared to lose you
I'm afraid that you don't care
What else could I do though?
I'm afraid you're no even there.
It's sad to say I could be happy
But now that depends on you
I don't want to live these years
Exactly how I used to.
To be honest I don't want to lie
I'd love it if you were here again
I'd love you to be my very best friend
I'd love you to be the one upon whom I depend.
Now I know my wish doesn't matter
You'd rather push me away
But I don't want to be shattered
Thinking of you on Christmas Day.
I told you you're my world
Though it doesn't mean a thing
If only you'd unbreak my heart
And give my number a ring.
Please think about everything I told you
Don't let the words burn
My wish for us is to start over new
And help each other to learn.
Merry Christmas my dear
My heart is with you
Enjoy your New Year
And know I really love you.
I know how you feel.