Escape this Hell that you found yourself in
Lock the doors from your “so-called friends”
Control your own life; these assholes don’t count
They want to fuck things up, so kick them out
They claimed they were helping and healing
When it was your precious time they were stealing
Get rid of these S.O.B’s who fucked you over
The same bastards that once lent you their shoulder
And pulled away laughing as you fell over
Drunk in their own insanity while you stayed sober
Games they play, you have no time for now
You’re better than them, and they wonder how
Your baby’s on his way; Daddy’s coming home
And he’ll fuck them all up who don’t leave you alone
Those who say, “Run to God”: Look at reality.
Look in the mirror at your own lives. What do you see?
I see low life scumbags who can’t hold a candle to me
These “has-beens” fucked up when they fucked with me
They don’t realize it now but soon they’ll see
They better run to God and hide behind their Bible pages
Hope He forgives them for their insanity rages
Cuz I didn’t do a fucking thing wrong
And you’ve all fucked me over for way too long
Covering your actions with deceit on your face
Committing me in as the “mental case”
But I’m one up on these self-righteous shits
The doctors proved they were the mentalists
Cut yourself, you Godly bitch; Hope you hit a vein
And I can laugh my ass off as your blood drains
And as for you, Mother Dear, I hope you drown in your tears
Cuz you fucked me over the last time for 22 years
Fuck you and the life you have now without me
You lost your 200 grand house, and I think it’s funny!
You fucked my father right to his grave
6 feet under, but he’s got it made
You’re out of his face and you hated me
Cuz when you looked at my face, he’s who you’d see
You talked the town over lies about me
But they know the truth cuz they can see
You’re the mental bitch of the Family Tree
It’s not my sister and sure as Hell ain’t me
And that poor kid you’re raisin is in for a treat
You’re gonna grow him up to be the town freak
Just like you, but he’ll escape someday
And he’ll fuck you over in the very same way
But I’m escaping this Hell I grew up in
Don’t knock on my door, Bitch, cuz it ain’t open
Hello Stai, how's going?
I read your poem and I try to figure it out your present, I am sorry, deeply sorry if your real life is reflected in this poem, I don't judge you, I would just say forgive and look to Jesus.
Stay blessed,
Sabina