Up all night, wandering my mind; my heart is lost again
Intertwined, in love, in pain, my heart just won’t mend
Issues of you inside of my head carried from so far away
At night as I lie in bed, you haunt me, into the break of day
Slept off so much, or so I thought, but only pushed you more
Into the nerves that bind my brain, where memories of you are stored
Forced a smile upon my face, but seeing you only hurts
Because for you, my heart is still, but yours just won’t convert
I don’t know who you smile for, but lately it’s not me
But looking at it, when it’s not mine, is just too hard to see
You’ve become cold to my presence, and I’m sure I’m to blame
You once said you loved me, but now nothing’s the same
I didn’t play with the word, it was ever so true
When I said those three words; when I said “I love you“
Tonight, stirring in my head are memories of sweet bliss
That first night we met, and the taste of your kiss
The look in your eyes as you whispered to me
“I think you’re the one” and that’s what I believed
Your voice on the phone the first time you called
My heart fluttered anxiously, I, too, was enthralled!
And then that first day our true colors showed
You put your guard up, your heart turned ice-cold
And mine went up, too, but you pulled it back down
When you looked in my eyes and my heart quickly drowned
Though, you’re far away, and we don’t speak very much
I’m still amazed and in love with the lack of your touch
My heart is corrupted; my smile is gone, forced only for you
Cuz I’ve lost what I thought I had, if only you knew!