I want to scream I want to die
I want to bleed until my veins collapse
I want to drown in the tears that I cry
You broke my heart and kicked away the scraps
Took all I could to ask you why
And you couldn’t answer me
Not with a certain tone in your reply
When you heard my painful plea
You held me when I cried
You held me and I felt pain
You held me and it felt so right
But you pulled away again
Suddenly that rightness did so wrong
It ripped my heart out again
Because you didn’t feel it all along
And all I can feel is pain
I don’t understand what I’ve done
But I know it must have been bad
I’ve turned you away, you’re on the run
And now I’ve lost what I never had
When you left I said I was fine
And I think you actually believed me
But when I was alone I broke down crying
I hit the breaking point, I hit my knees
Now I’m a zombie, nothing to care
No energy flowing, but my mind races
My heart is broken, there’s a big hole there
And I can’t fill up the empty spaces
And my love for you still flows
Like a raging river drowning the bank
And I want to explode
But my heart just falls where it sank