A vulnerable heart with secrets kept
But they’ve been unlocked to you
Its eyes once opened; hence, they slept
Now awaken, ready to subdue
Running swiftly as fast as it can
Cutting like a knife through all the pain
Closing its doors, love will be banned
And it will no longer be attained
If you think I scared you, I apologize
But I scared myself ten times more
Secrets and feelings I improvised
Just shoved you out the door
These matters forgone, I regret
Opening up a closed wound
Bleeding out all my secrets
Revealing them too soon
Too much for you to take
But I’ve lived with them for so long
I realize now, my mistake
Letting you know was probably wrong
I’m sorry, I couldn’t help myself
I was scared and couldn’t deal
So I pulled my skeletons off the shelf
Of the closet that they were concealed
Now you’ve been scared away
Like everyone else in my life
I guess it’s like they always say
Love is the sharpest knife
If for once I was placid, reposed
My mind would be at ease
My secrets’ doors would be closed
Locked up, my heart would be appeased
Maybe I’d find true love
And not unwittingly scare it away
For now it’s just a word I’ve heard of
But dreamed of everyday