Somewhere in me I feel the rage,
Can’t over look what I know I’ve become disengaged,
Part of me is cold to you, no longer seeing you with the same
Set of eyes,
Everyday pieces of you are gone, the feeling in me slowly dies.
Releasing you from my very core,
A heart that once held you doesn’t need you anymore.
Gone are the fallacies of what I thought we were,
Vision now clear where you once caused a blur,
You in a sense lead me to self destruct,
The heart you bestowed was nothing short of corrupt,
It wasn’t my unwarranted assumptions,
It was your actions that lead to this disruption.
I see through your verses and riddles,
I’m no longer moved or touched, not even a “little”
On another note:
I’m not going to compromise my beliefs and views,
I’ve completely and entirely let go of you.
I might change my mind for someone who is worth it,
I look back to the day we met and I curse it.
You were driven by lust not what you claimed to feel,
Fed me some bullshit that wasn’t real,
I gave in; your lies had me stuck,
Only to realize I was just a fuck.
Meanwhile you’re planning shit selling those dreams,
I was so taken by you I didn’t see the schemes,
“Ma I can see us together growing old”
And I bought all the bullshit dreams you sold.
Not realizing those were games you were spittin’
You even lied in that “real ass write” you had written.
I loved you with your imperfections and flaws,
You fukked my heart up the way your ex fukked yours,
But I brush my shoulders off, embracing my change gradually,
Karma is going to fuck you the way you fucked me.