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Love & Hate Part 2

I'm sitting here realizing its been

too long,

what exactly is it that won't let me move

on,

Try as I may the process drags on and its

becoming so slow.

Everyday I say the time has come, no better

time like now to do it,

How many times haven't I thought I'm tired

of all this shyt.

I say maybe he's changed then reality hits,

you're in your late twenties yet grew up to

be a child,

You should be doing something  for a solid future

instead your lifestyle is wild.

I want better things for my family and you're holding

me back.

I tell you how I feel and with your words you attack.

I want a solid future a Solid home with love and

consistency,

but its too much for you to handle and that doesn't

sit well with me.

I'll provide a stable home just the kids and I,

I'm moving on without you, I don't even want to

try.

I stayed too long  afraid of how it would effect

the kids then I realized it would be  ok if I just

handle it with care.

So now i'm ready to let it go, this marriage is broken

beyond repair.












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Heather Bush's picture

I am sitting here just about in tears. I know exactly where you are coming from. I am coming to the end of a relationship, that I know I need to be free of, but it's so hard. I love him so much. Good luck to you. Let me recommend my "I Love Him Enough For This."