I'm sitting here realizing its been
too long,
what exactly is it that won't let me move
on,
Try as I may the process drags on and its
becoming so slow.
Everyday I say the time has come, no better
time like now to do it,
How many times haven't I thought I'm tired
of all this shyt.
I say maybe he's changed then reality hits,
you're in your late twenties yet grew up to
be a child,
You should be doing something for a solid future
instead your lifestyle is wild.
I want better things for my family and you're holding
me back.
I tell you how I feel and with your words you attack.
I want a solid future a Solid home with love and
consistency,
but its too much for you to handle and that doesn't
sit well with me.
I'll provide a stable home just the kids and I,
I'm moving on without you, I don't even want to
try.
I stayed too long afraid of how it would effect
the kids then I realized it would be ok if I just
handle it with care.
So now i'm ready to let it go, this marriage is broken
beyond repair.
I am sitting here just about in tears. I know exactly where you are coming from. I am coming to the end of a relationship, that I know I need to be free of, but it's so hard. I love him so much. Good luck to you. Let me recommend my "I Love Him Enough For This."