Whispering Heart
Each whisper of my heart
As its beating all alone
The soft dull echoing
Thudding inside me
Each tear i shed tells a story
Running slowly down my face
So warm like summer rain
They realase my pain
I begged your forgiveness
But you turned me away
Yet i continued to love you
In every single way
My body shudders now
My soul so broken, cold
I lay their in my darkness
Imaging legends of old
Cloak me in darkness
Its my way to hide
I'm not strong enough to swim
Against the rising tide
The seasons are always changing
But my feelings never will
Slowly i loose sanity
Feeling the urge to kill
Although its not a person i want to die
Its the emotions that i have
Wanting to stop the feelings in my heart
Before i break and it tears me apart
I wanted to give you strength
To be happy and free
But i am so weak and pathetic
That their are no offerings from me
Falling from heaven to earth
I'm one of god's rejected angels
I've lost all of my remaining grace
I'm not part of this human race
Ripping my wings apart
I'm screaming Insanity
Warp and crack my mind
Loosing grip now i'm left behind
With all this loss and sadness
I am meant to be crying with despair
But im laughing as much as i can
See my minds twisted in insanity
I just cant let go
of what i held for you
and i guess theirs no way
for me to break through
Where are you now
Is your life any better then mine
Or are you like me
Wondering why you hold to existence
I'll never rise again
I've lost all i ever wanted
And maybe thats the reason
That my minds so haunted
I dont know the anwsers
I'm just here alone
And i'm listening
To my whispering heart