I see her all the time.
I see her in the couple that I watch argue about the nonsensical.
I see her when the guy kisses the girl in the movie.
I see her when I feel alone.
I see her when I pick something to watch and I don't have to take anyone else's preference into consideration.
I see her when a car that looks like hers drives by.
I see her I think about what I should do with my life now.
I see her when I make a choice that puts me in the direction I need to be in.
I see her when I think about seeing someone else.
I see her when the word beautiful is said.
I see her when I see a flower that catches my eye.
I see her when I hear a love song that could have been played on our wedding day.
I see her when I look at myself in the mirror.
How can I see anything else if all I see is her?
How can I move on with life if all i see is her?
How can I focus on what's important if all I see is her?
How can I see the man that I am to become if all I see is her?
I must not see her again.
I must blind my passion, my addiction, my obsessivenes, my weakness, my salvation.
I must not allow myself to see her....
For I can not see anything else aside from her if I see her.
A blind fool is what I must be to become a wise man.
So with out sight and upon faith I walk.