..Fraudulent
Karyn Indursky
You're making me
ill-hearted
with your
spiraling lies
of deceit, betrayal.
You're making me
ill-hearted
with your
disregard for
me and what I
feel, think, know.
You're making me
ill-hearted
with your
everyday misunderstandings
of what love
truly is.
You're making me
ill-hearted
with your
playing the field
and leaving me
to hang around
for your convenience.
You're making me
ill-hearted
with your
pretending, false claims,
constant blame.
You're making me
ill-hearted
with your
everything
you have to
offer me
because I'm
just a game
or a toy
or a trophy
or whatever word
you opt for selection
today because
God knows
it changes
like your underwear...
daily.
You're making me
ill-hearted
by your deceiving
words, actions,
and essence of being...
fraudulent.