I stared into your eyes, as u hypnotize me into a trance
I couldnt look away for a moment, not even for a glance
We concentrate on our energy, as our minds begin to dance
You took ah peak into my soul, I was scared, but i still took ah chance
Despite the circumstance, i felt our emotions silenlty enhance
While we relished in that moment, as our minds magikally dance
Couldnt be afraid of the magic, it was ah mental romance
One that i mentally created, way in advance
Divine timing, it has come, only right i hold my stance
Now let me mind fuck you in ways, you never knew you could commit
Fuck you so good, you have no choice but to admit
That ima beast at what I do, make you leave the one you with
Bc now you realize, our souls were meant to fit
So far yet so close, nah thats the shit i dont get
Thoughts got me second guessing, should i still hold on or should i quit?!
Should i wait or should i move on, or wait until time permits?!
Or fast forward to my vision, as i seen the two split
Second best, i guess ive settled with ah love thats counterfeit
But if i do what makes me happy, will i seem like ah hypocrit?!
I taught you how to feel, but you taught me how to forget
And hide all my emotions, because love was full of shit
Lifes ah bitch,
But watch as i make those tables turn
You went through buku bitches, just so you could "oneday" learn
That to receive my gift, was something you had to earn
Now do away with your past like usher, n just let that shit burn
No need to explain our decision to no one, cuz it's no ones concern
Remember, a goddess like me always gets what she desires
Cocky with what I want, so you can't help but to admire
My demeanor, my intent, whatever you want I shall supply ya
Come get what u been missing, I promise I got that fire
Got that magic in my yoni, got that shit that take you higher
Having ah cocky Kanye moment, man send this message through the wire.
Got me all in my emotions on this early Monday
Poetry is my therapy, ah therapy that helps me portray
Deep feelings I keep tucked away
Because my mouth just can't seem to say
thoughts that ricochet
My deepest desires that I chose to downplay
Took me ah while to condition my mind, but my heart still obey
And stays committed to what I consider as my first love, I know that sounds ah bit cliche
But my faith stays intact, as I wait for that day
Even though ultimatum was given, my heart chooses to stay
You always thought you were ahead but little do you know...
I already seen you meet me halfway
~Our Purpose Was Love
1:43 #8~New Beginning
4/3/17