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Should I Belive Them
Your mind doesnt feel right
its like your mind is playing
tricks on you
you're seeing things that
are not there, not supposed to be
that no one else can see
yoou hear things
faceless, bodiless,
voices
telling you things
you don't want or
need to hear
you try to concentrate
on importanat things
but the mind seems foggy
like Silent Hill
thinking becomes the same way
you become suspicious
suspicious of others
and their intentions
all this going on
and you forget to do
daily things, daily hygiene
brushing teeth, shower
washing the body
even brushing your hair
your emotions are all over the place
Either they are wild, strong
and inappropriate
or you are numb
and show none at all
you withdraw from
the people who care
because you think they
dont understand
or even believe you
People think you'r efaking it
so you spend more and more
time by yourself
making friends with the
voices in you're head
because besides you
they understand and
believe you
Its easy for others to deny
It's easy for others to deny or ignore what your feeling. Most people can barely take care of themselves emotionally. Humans are selfish agents. They don't want to be inconvenienced. Kindness is a way of making themselves feel better. Therapists only care, because you pay them to. Your entitled to distrust. You have to do what you think is right and not someone else.
i see your point
i see whaat you are saying and i ended the piece the way i did because alot of people i have talked to about schizophrenia didnt really trust therapists and they really have that fight in them, do i believe the voices in my head or the people in front of me. the inner battle... angel vs demon battle with real life and the voices in their head
Joanna S.