its bad enough
that i deal with emotional
ups and downs
everyday, every week
Really high manias
then really depressive lows
then add another problem
ontop of that
imagine you get so angry
when manic, and then
out of nowhere
you hear a voice
but no face to match it
telling you, in a deep
almost satanic like voice
"kill them, hurt them
they desserve it"
you know you're not
the hurtful type
But who do you believe
a faceless voice in your head
oe your conscience
During your very depressive lows
imagine hearing not one,
not two, but five "popular" girls
telling you
"you are worthless, you're nothing
just die already you failure"
again, they're faceless voices
they bully you
they wont stop
again, who should you believe
the faceless voices of bully girls
or your inner conscience
those voices may seem to
never end
but trust me, they will
once you brig yourself to
do something, to be happy
and you choose your inner conscience
over them
the voices may come and go
but your inner conscience
is there forever
..
I just change the channel. (Though the dark ones i hear dont tell me to do bad things, they just speak to try to induce fear) There Are nicer voices to listen to. But, I kinda just ignore them all and try listening to my own softer inner voice. Anyway, empathizing... Keep up the good work!
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thank you
this is one of the best things i have heard from someone on here. i try to bring to light different mental illnesses from my experiences and my friends experiences from what they told me. i will definitely keep up the work. i like posting on this site
Joanna S.
You Both Are Courageous People
Glad u r posting - allets -
Thanks
Thanks yall. Appreciate the encouragement. I should say more I suppose. I just don't like phone typing very much.
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