Home

Upon waking...

I am grateful for the sunlight which enters the room through the window as it allows me to see your body with more precision. I marvel at the sight of your skin as if I’d never noticed how appropriate the creaminess of the texture is in creating a smooth, seemingly silky surface which I long to run my fingers across. The image of picking up some of the luscious colour, as one would oil paint on canvas, comes to my mind. However, I refrain from doing so for the time being as I do not wish to wake you. I am merely an observer looking upon the figure of a woman, a woman that I dare not touch for fear of spoiling her as well as the calming and lovely air which surrounds her. This is to change though, soon, much like my demeanour, as I needn’t wait much longer for I KNOW you will give yourself to me upon waking. I chuckle lightly at the thought of the forms of torture you have endured under my hand. I realize that you naively ruin yourself for a pleasure you aim to create within me.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote from the sweeter side of a man that finds pleasure in dominating women while making it clear that it is too the woman's choice, in the case of submission, to please the man in the only form he has now learned to recieve sexual satisfaction. I say "learned" because I believe that sexual preferences arise from or due to various aspects of life. The process of forming set (almost compulsive) behaviour is gradual and is obtained through learning (experience). Hence, in my opinion, there is more than one factor that leads to this mild or excessive sadistic behaviour.

I wrote this first-person paragraph on the behalf of men with the tendency to be warm as well as selfish, though it was mostly curiousity. I would love for someone to elaborate and add some more detail such in a way of contrast; "the woman is unable to move from the bed as rope confines her to the solid structure, her only..."

View piquetlou's Full Portfolio
tags:
  • Login to post comments
  • 281 reads

last updated 20 March 2012 - 12:47pm
©20 March 2012 - 12:41pm — Piquetlou
20 March 2012 - 2:44pm — SSmoothie
SSmoothie's picture

i found this whole read very interesting!

yes very interesting theories you have proposed. i think though as the situation changes our needs change also, where some earlier learned experiences may be the basis for sexual behaviors i do think the behaviours evolve. stress is released mostly by sexual encounters but it has been my experience that men want to be seduced and dominated. women fantasize about the perfect sumission to a masterful tormentor who can raise just the right level of humiliation and strength of presence. it is fun as a game but simply not if the situation is real. that would imply twisted behaviour and a real concern. illusion of danger with the underlying safety is the real attraction for most i feel. thanks for sharing this interesting topic, nice write too although a man id say rather tends to think of desire first and foremost the better it looks while doing it the better he feels :) kind regards SS

Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."