Sometimes I wonder
If we’re really in love
If these strong feelings we have
Are nothing but silly adolescent desires
Sometimes I contemplate
What would happen if I left you today
Would I be full of grief and regret over you?
Or be filled with never ending joy
Sometimes I ask myself
What it is that I truly see in you
That keeps me eternally thirsting for more
Am I only attracted to your charm?
Sometimes I remember
The special elements that I see in you
That make me love you more than ever
And force my heart to skip a beat
Sometimes I wish
That I could just have a little faith
In our relationship
And love you without question
Sometimes I know
Why this just was not meant to be
Why these obstacles in our relationship
Forever keep me from trusting
More commonly I believe
That what we have is a miracle
A blessing too gorgeous for even the highest of heavens
Full of passion too majestic to ever risk losing
...But sometimes, I just can’t help but wonder