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Before you...

There was a time that I was

gonna kill myself. 

It was gonna be an overdose

of heroine...

That was the plan anyways. 

But NF music brought me 

from that pit of darkness. 

Before you...

There was a time that I 

fell back to flirting 

and talking a lot of sex, 

even though the urge wasn't there...

I was just tryna heal...

(In the wrong ways I may add)

Why I even flirted around with a married man. 

Though I was under the assumption they 

were complicated...

It still wasn't right....

It's just as much his fault as it is mine. 

I own up to that mistake. 

Though it was before you...

I'm sorry it happened. 

But before you...

I was lost. 

I forgot who I was.

Before you...

I ended up sleeping with 

a 50 year old man. 

That was when I realized...

That was when I opened my eyes

and knew I was lost. 

I wasn't myself. 

But it was after you...

After I got that second letter from you...

A light shone through from the real me. 

I was truly motivated to become me again. 

It was after you...

That I wanted something real again. 

Something true from the heart. 

It was after you...

That life started to shine through me. 

I started to sprout again. 

To believe again...

It was you...

That I wanted to give my heart to. 

It was you...

That I wanted to share my life with. 

It's you...

That I'm gonna marry. 

Spend my life with. 

Argue with. 

Shower with. 

Prosper with. 

Succeed with. 

Till the day we die!

It's you!

You're the one!!!