Dreading the pending last call every night,
knowing the spigot will turn off the flow.
I’ll stagger homeward in my drunken plight,
not caring if I’ve reached my plateau.
I sit and sip ‘til my olive is bare,
wobbling with fingers twisted in my hair.
Night after night I play the same old game,
mixing it up with Seagrams and Schweppes.
Knowing I have only me to take blame,
pondering if I should start the twelve steps.